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First Stage

by Natural Human Instinct

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1.
Defame 02:31
Broken A shell of a man With no peace of mind The will to live stripped from my chest Living your life at my expense Hatred; the root of all this anguish Selfish; with no regard for anyone else Defamation From what you’ve done Defamation Lost and alone Left under duress Exhausted mind As a part of the process Another tainted love Taken for granted when push comes to shove All I am stripped a- way from me Piece by piece With nothing left for me to see A forced goodbye You crossed the line The past is yours Tomorrow's fucking mine Defamation From what you’ve done Defamation
2.
Analogue 02:46
Lost in the world Your presence known but your mind is weak The satisfaction to watch you fall Stems from the instinct to conquer you all Nothing you can say Nothing you can do Destruction of the minds built like you Everything you give Everything you take Destruction of your processed ways Empty...running out of time Values die with the birth of your kind Hard work depleting Connection receding Nothing you can say Nothing you can do Destruction of the minds built like you Everything you give Everything you take Destruction of your processed ways No heart In the way You live your life No words To describe What's inside Lost your touch With the world Worthless life Filled with lies I know your truth It's me and you So make your move bitch
3.
Instinct 02:18
Instincts enact, programmed to feel Coerced to hide, forced to conceal The urge to illustrate power As I let my instinct take over NHI To feel the way I feel NHI Demonstration of what's inside An undying will fixated on the need to excel No-one but myself weighing me down and making me feel the Instinct to run Instinct to quit Instinct to coward away Instinct to hide Instinct to lie Instinct to feel something NHI To feel the way I feel NHI Demonstration of what’s inside
4.
Alone with violent thoughts I’m not the man you think I am Self doubt fills me Every moment I breathe Discontent in my current state Living my life day by day The light inside burns dark As I try to please the world while I fall apart Shameful What more can I say? Hostile Towards the hope that led me astray Nothing to stop me As I cry for the ones around me This world takes all And the cowards always fold when their back’s to the wall I stand to destroy what's left of the voice inside To kill the thoughts of a sick and twisted mind Fixated on instinct To lash out against you all A shattered existence as I slowly decay and watch myself fall

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Recorded, mixed and mastered by Charles Toshio (@audiobytosh) @ The Panda Studios in Fall 2022.

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released December 2, 2022

Artwork by @tracilordss on Instagram
Additional vocals in "A Roomful of Mirrors" provided by Justin Martinez

Very big thanks to Charles Toshio, Meme Vault, Pekoe, friends, family, and anyone who takes the time to listen

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